January 2012
14 posts
I stared back at her, but her eyes told me nothing. Strangely transparent, they...
– haruki murakami, norwegian wood
Wear my hoodie when it's cold. Listen to my cheesy...
Life is only as good as the people you share it with.
– Darren Criss (Final curtain call speech, H2$)
December 2011
16 posts
No, it’s not “whatever.” We have a relationship worth fighting for, and I’m not...
I keep fighting for us, because I want you, the first time I saw you, I just...
I wasn’t fighting with you but with myself. Because part of me wanted to send...
I miss that feeling when you go to sleep at night and when you wake up in the...
I’d give him another chance, since I never really gave up. It seemed like I...
November 2011
7 posts
People universally tend to think that happiness is a stroke of luck, something...
– EAT, PRAY, LOVE
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11-08-11
Exactly one month ago, ganitong oras nagsusulat ako sa notebook na binigay ko as monthsary gift for Fer. Naka smile pa ako nun habang nagsusulat kasi sobrang saya ng pakiramdam. 2nd monthsary na sana namin ngayon pero, wala naman ng dapat pang i-celebrate. Kaninag eksaktong 12:00 am biglang may nagtext so natuwa naman ako kasi akala ko siya pero number lang pala `di ko pa kilala kung sino....
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I just re-read some of our conversations and it feels like nothing has actually changed, but when I look at reality, everything’s not the same anymore. It hurts. It fucking hurts. I still love you and I want you back. I want us to be back — to be together again. If I could just turn back time, I should’ve went home that night, I should’ve followed you. Edi sana tayo parin....
October 2011
10 posts
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Dahil feel kong mag blog.
Sobrang nakakatuwa talaga. Super happy kami nung monthsary namin nung October 8. Tapos simula Monday hanggang kanina, nagkasama kami. Kahit na marami siyang ginagawa sa school, may time parin siya para sa amin. 6 days straight kaming nagkasama. Nakaka touch kasi pinupuntahan niya pa ako sa CSB. Super happy week talaga. Tapos kanina, nag away pa kami. Nanakit pa pero...
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Sana matapos na `tong term na `to.
Sana December na.
Sana Christmas break na.
Sana maganda sched ko next term.
Sana hindi lang 24 hours meron sa isang araw.
Sana DL ako this term.
Sana magka pancake bigla sa harap ko.
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Ewan
Ilang araw na rin tayong ganito. `Yung feeling ko option lang ako. Nakakalungkot. Sobra. Sinusubukan ko na lang intindihin. Tulad nga ng sinabi ko sayo, may oras ka, pero wala para sa akin. Which is true. Sige, pinagbigyan kita ngayong week dahil term break mo. Family and friends ka muna pero nagbaka-sakali parin akong magka oras ka sakin. May pasok ka na bukas. Napag-usapan din natin na mawawalan...
September 2011
22 posts